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Two things are annoying me right now: Grace and my sister. I guess I'll start off with Kendall. So I bought some low fat ice cream sandwiches the other day that are absolutely delicious. And somehow, four of them have dissapeared! And I KNOW she's been eating them! It's like, fess up bitch, and pay me back! UGGHH!!
Secondly, Grace is pissing the shit out of me. Now that we hang out with Kyle and Ryan all the time, she always somehow turns it into the GRACE HARVEY SHOW. It's like, when the two of us are with Kyle, she's all over Kyle's nutsack, kissing him and rubbing up on him. And I told her she needs to chill the fuck out. So tonight we go over to Ryan's, and it's all over Ryan time! Kissing on him, she's like, "Lay down with me Ryan, put your hands on my face, I'm cold, cuddle with me!" And I'm sitting there all awkward 'cuz it's like, I love Kyle and I love Ryan to death, but I just don't think it's an appropriate way to act when a) you have a boyfriend, b) you're leading them both on, and c) I'm around because then it just puts me in a really strange and awkward position. And when I talk to her about this shit she gets defensive, and tries to make me feel bad! You know, yeah, I'll say I laid down with Ryan tonight too and was hugging him, but there's a difference. Attila knows I'm over at Ryan's, Ryan is fully aware of me and Attila's relationship, and I'm not kissing on him and tugging him over toward me and having his face all next to mine and having him touch me! Plus, it makes it weird because I think Kyle and Ryan get the vibe that I get jealous of them being affectionate with Grace, but in reality, it isn't envy but rather disgust. I mean, time and time again I have to go over the same shit, and she continues to do it. Is she that damned insecure? I don't know, it's weird, and frankly, annoying. I don't want to stop hanging out with them because I like them both as people, but Grace makes it so I NEVER WANT TO BE AROUND ANY OF THEM. And I know from at least Kyle's point of view that he doesn't like it much either. He was starting to develop feelings for Grace until he found out about her boyfriend and the way she literally throws herself at both him and Ryan. Furthermore, when Ryan and I hang out one on one, or when Kyle and I hang out one on one, we're not cuddle buddies or flirtacious, but just chill fucking friends. Like when I slept over with Kyle the night vefore Christmas Eve, we just laid in bed and slept, no physical contact whatsoever, and Attila knew where I was and what i was doing. But then the other night when Grace and I slept over, she's all up on Kyle and shit and lying to Ren about her whereabouts.
It's just fucking gross and stupid and desperate. You have a boyfriend for that shit Grace. And when she tells me to work on things or when I'm being bothersome, I listen and try to work on it. I don't get on the defense and start blaming my problems on other factors or refusing to admit I'm doing wrong. BITCH.
Secondly, Grace is pissing the shit out of me. Now that we hang out with Kyle and Ryan all the time, she always somehow turns it into the GRACE HARVEY SHOW. It's like, when the two of us are with Kyle, she's all over Kyle's nutsack, kissing him and rubbing up on him. And I told her she needs to chill the fuck out. So tonight we go over to Ryan's, and it's all over Ryan time! Kissing on him, she's like, "Lay down with me Ryan, put your hands on my face, I'm cold, cuddle with me!" And I'm sitting there all awkward 'cuz it's like, I love Kyle and I love Ryan to death, but I just don't think it's an appropriate way to act when a) you have a boyfriend, b) you're leading them both on, and c) I'm around because then it just puts me in a really strange and awkward position. And when I talk to her about this shit she gets defensive, and tries to make me feel bad! You know, yeah, I'll say I laid down with Ryan tonight too and was hugging him, but there's a difference. Attila knows I'm over at Ryan's, Ryan is fully aware of me and Attila's relationship, and I'm not kissing on him and tugging him over toward me and having his face all next to mine and having him touch me! Plus, it makes it weird because I think Kyle and Ryan get the vibe that I get jealous of them being affectionate with Grace, but in reality, it isn't envy but rather disgust. I mean, time and time again I have to go over the same shit, and she continues to do it. Is she that damned insecure? I don't know, it's weird, and frankly, annoying. I don't want to stop hanging out with them because I like them both as people, but Grace makes it so I NEVER WANT TO BE AROUND ANY OF THEM. And I know from at least Kyle's point of view that he doesn't like it much either. He was starting to develop feelings for Grace until he found out about her boyfriend and the way she literally throws herself at both him and Ryan. Furthermore, when Ryan and I hang out one on one, or when Kyle and I hang out one on one, we're not cuddle buddies or flirtacious, but just chill fucking friends. Like when I slept over with Kyle the night vefore Christmas Eve, we just laid in bed and slept, no physical contact whatsoever, and Attila knew where I was and what i was doing. But then the other night when Grace and I slept over, she's all up on Kyle and shit and lying to Ren about her whereabouts.
It's just fucking gross and stupid and desperate. You have a boyfriend for that shit Grace. And when she tells me to work on things or when I'm being bothersome, I listen and try to work on it. I don't get on the defense and start blaming my problems on other factors or refusing to admit I'm doing wrong. BITCH.