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ok so my mum is being a psyco freak and i have a grand total of two friends, but hey, why play emo, right? things could be worse. really when i think about it there isn't anything wrong. well, i take that back. my life is completely screwed up, but theres not one thing that i would make different, because they make me who i am, and they make me a stronger person than i think i am. i deal with alot of stuff, and i'm ok. i'm not on, doing, or dealing drugs, and i'm not pregnant. i've learned my lesson with mark and about being with guys and i don't regret doing things with him because i really loved him. and there might be some people who think i'm slutty for doing stuff with him, but in reality, i don't care anymore. it was him and only him, and i loved him. so it was ok. and i can talk about it now and be ok with it. and i've learned my lesson with opening up and trusting people. because they will hurt you, whether they mean to or not. people make mistakes, and some you can forgive, some take time, and others may be so horrible you feel that you will never speak with them again. but it's up to you how you deal with things, but i know that i'm ok, and i feel alright right this second, which is cool, so i had to put it in writing while i am still feeling this way. anyway, i'm gonna go now, because i think that degrassi is on tv. yay!!!