Do you remember the group Wild Orchid????

Jun 03, 2004 14:42

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yes i remeber them blackheartd June 4 2004, 14:47:12 UTC
me and andy broke up for an afternoon becuz he said he didnt eant ot work things out. cuz we were constantly fighting for a week straight and niether of us knew wat to do. i said i wanted to stay together but it was up to him since i told him my two sense. he said he didnt know wat else to do. of course i was crying hence why i wnated to od and die. then i was talking to kelli online that nite and andy got on i told him how i felt. and if he feels like he loves me then why did he let me go. i guess it got in his head. and he said he was srry for doing it and stuff and we are all better pyshcally. not me mentally. i am just confused and i dont know how to act around him anymore. i feel like he will break up with me at anyminute if something hapens. becuz before that happened he told me he would never break up with me for something so stupid unless it was cheating ya know. and he did so i sortof lost trust in him. and everythign that happens my trust goes down alot. but i am no better. i am pushing myself away from him for wen the time comes to break up again i will be prepare and not break down. i just cant talk to him about it thou. becuz he thinks i am trying to start an arguement so i dont know wat to do. so i am lost in my own mind confused on wat is going on. trying to hold on to wat we have with out messing it up.
yea i am not at school today so i cant talk to you about it.
~*stePh*~

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