Oral Fixation
There are days, like today, where i find myself rushing from one room to another holding my laptop and notepad clutching a pen between my teeth. And I think, "Man, I miss smoking"
I know the moment i finish, i will regret it, brushing and rinsing to get the lingering taste out of my mouth, once i am done with a singular cigarrette. But during the moment of smoking itself, it is just what you need sometimes.
This doesnt happen all the time. But dammit there are moments when i would give up smelling good or being able to taste for just a little bit of nicotine.
Now my pen is all chewed up.
I know the moment i finish, i will regret it, brushing and rinsing to get the lingering taste out of my mouth, once i am done with a singular cigarrette. But during the moment of smoking itself, it is just what you need sometimes.
This doesnt happen all the time. But dammit there are moments when i would give up smelling good or being able to taste for just a little bit of nicotine.
Now my pen is all chewed up.