Jun 11, 2005 20:02
i got fucking shit faced last night. first time in a while. i gave up drinking for the most part. sometimes i just need to forget a night and feel like shit the next day.
i have been looking online at pornograpghy for the past half hour. pictures of girls with tattoos and piercings. i really need to meet someone special. tonight is another party. another night of no one new. another night of me being really lonely and trying to hide it.
it's too hot here, i think i may find somewhere to take a dip before doing something tonight.
i wish you were born a girl so i could be your boyfriend.