a breakdown of thoughts

Mar 06, 2010 23:47

a breakdown of thoughts
Hankyung/Eunhyuk, other ninjas
PG, love, friendship, comfort, disorders
Hankyung has always been his favorite. They’re special friends.
(1890 words)

A/N: I don't have much to say right now, actually. But, yay otp <3 (and I'm sorry if this gives you the sads, like it did for me)

For Eunhyuk, it’s a normal day. Nothing is different. )

suju: donghae, suju: han geng, p: leeteuk/heechul, g: love/romance, suju: sungmin, suju: kyuhyun, p: han geng/eunhyuk, fandom: super junior, suju: heechul, suju: leeteuk, suju: kangin, g: friendship, suju: eunhyuk, r: pg

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13fireflies March 7 2010, 23:09:45 UTC
OH BB WHY???
*bursts into a pool of tears*
OMG there's just so much, so much in this.
The pain, the love and the oblivion, and the "special friends" *sobs*

He tells Donghae about the dream that he had the night before, about Hankyung-hyung and he claps his hands when he finishes, smiling wide enough for his face to break. This is just the cutest thing ever. Eunhyuk dreaming about Hankyung and grinning about it as he tells Donghae what naughty things were you dreaming about hyukkie?? ;P

Eunhyuk snuggles into his hyung’s arms and says ‘thank you’ because it’s the polite thing to say when someone compliments you. Sweet bb, so sweet. Like candy from the sugar bowl.

Eunhyuk doesn’t like how Kyuhyun holds Hankyung’s hand, because Hankyung is his special friend. He watches Kyuhyun around Hankyung and wishes that he could bury himself in a snow bank and sing the three bears’ song. Because Hankyung taught him all the words and how to dance to it. (And he remembers how Kangin had laughed and patted him on the head because Hankyung isn’t even Korean-to which Heechul had said he’s Korean enough now.)

Donghae doesn’t seem happy with Kyuhyun, either. Eunhyuk’s good at reading his best friend’s face, very well. They sit together in Donghae’s room and Eunhyuk hugs him-he still believes in hugs as the ultimate remedies.

“Hyung breaks hearts, Eunhyuk,” Donghae mumbles, deciding to organize the pencils on his desk. “He does it, and he doesn’t even know.”

“No, Hyung doesn’t break anything,” Eunhyuk defends without a single thread of hesitation tangled around the words. THIS WHOLE PART IS LIKE MY ABSOLUTE FAV. Starting with the Kyuhan and how Hankyung taught Eunhyuk how to sing the Three Bears' Song and then to Hae's jealousy over Kyu and the sadness when he says "hyung breaks hearts and he doesn't even know it" Hanhae ♥ and the Eunhyuk defending Hankyung without hesitation, it's just alsjdgasljglasjgsalgjasljgashg i love it.

His hand is found, though. His hand is found by Hankyung’s. And they touch for a brief moment, before Hankyung lowers his lips to Eunhyuk’s, briefly, gently, like butterfly kisses-only this is the real thing. The kiss. T____________________T

Everything is so sad... even hae, which makes me cry because he's always happy.

I demand a sequel in which Hyukjae gets better and he goes back to see Hankyung and Hanhyuk is complete again and they live happily ever after. XD

If you don't write one i will.

i ♥ you bb. So so so so so much.
There should a better term than love.
It's not enough to express what i'm feeling D:

<3

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mawaru_berry March 8 2010, 02:13:07 UTC
omfg yes they were dirty dreams! I was so vague in hinting at that, I wasn't sure if anyone would catch it XD

I liked that broken!HanHae part waaaaaay too much, haha. Poor Hae baby.

You know, I wasn't even thinking of a sequel but now that you've demanded one, I'M GETTING EFFING IDEAS FOR ONE.

♥♥♥♥♥ ILYSFM. There needs to be a better term than love, there really does.

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13fireflies March 8 2010, 02:50:47 UTC
HAHA I KNEW IT! Hanhyuk moments are so precious. Even if they're dirty, it's okay :DDDDDDD

Broken!Hae makes me cry so bad. But i like reading it, because it's different.

YAY!!!!! hopefully a sequel with smut?? ;P

I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ U
XD

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mawaru_berry March 8 2010, 03:12:09 UTC
WOO! They are. I like dirty HanHyuk moments, so yaaaay, haha.

Yeah, reading is much different from seeing in terms of "oh, it's just fiction, okay, aww don't cry" versus "OMFG NO HAE DON'T CRY," in real life.

XDDD smut?? We'll seee~

adgdkfjgh I haz html fail but CAN YOU FEEL MY LOVE ANYWAY. BECAUSE YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND MY INTENSE LOVE FOR YOU.

/is creepy

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13fireflies March 8 2010, 03:46:27 UTC
Me too~ any Hanhyuk moment is love ^^

Yeah, when i first saw Hae fry i totally just broke down. i was like "oh Hae! Don't cry!!!" But reading it in fics, at least you know he's not actually suffering...
Oh that boy just drives me crazy.

yes smut. i waaaaaant smut. I've been reading way too much angst lately.

Lol, it took me like ten minutes to figure out how to turn those hearts pink. XD

DON'T WORRY BB I CAN FEEL IT. I LOVE YOU TOO. SO EFFING MUCH.

/is creepy with you

<3

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mawaru_berry March 8 2010, 04:31:32 UTC
Tis true, any moment with them is just such love <3 I spazz when Geng does the shoulder tap part of the dance to Hyuk during Sorry Sorry performances

I haven't seen it >.< I'm kind of wondering if I really want to. First, it was Heechul, and add Donghae to that, and I'll probably be on the floor curled up and murmuring incoherent things.

okay, bb ♥

I appreciate your large efforts XD

GOOD. BECAUSE YOU MUST UNDERSTAND.

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13fireflies March 8 2010, 21:32:20 UTC
OMO yes!!! Every time they do the hand clapping thing with each other during the sorry sorry performance i spazz over it. XDDDD

SIWON KISSED HEECHUL DURING THE SS2 IN SHANGHAI. ON THE LIPS.
honestly, siwonnie~ how could you!!!!! Geng will get so mad. :DDDD
I was okay with heechul kissing Siwon, but this time SIWON STARTED IT.
i don't believe they're straight, anymore. and the kiss isn't helping me convince myself.

Yay~
*huggles*

I UNDERSTAND. WE BOTH DO, RIGHT?? :DDDDDD

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mawaru_berry March 8 2010, 21:38:16 UTC
HanHyuk interactions are my favorite EVER.

SKJGHDKFJGH I DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE. I ONLY SAW HEECH KISS HENRY. KJSFHGKDHJF MUST FIND SICHUL KISS. Aww, Geng is gonna be jealous. Or maybe he secretly likes it and has a kink for SiChul? I personally believe that they could be straight, but for the most part I think they go either way, really. I'm also one of those people who just thinks "you love who you love" and all that stuff like that…I'm strange

*cuddles*

YES, WE BOTH UNDERSTAND.

…did I already tell you that I saw Eunhyuk's new hair? kajdfhgkdjfgh I LIKE IT WAY TOO MUCH. LOVE IT, IDEK. First I was like "umm, i dunno about this" but then two seconds later I was flailing in excitement.

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13fireflies March 8 2010, 22:53:28 UTC
Me too. <3

LSADJGDLSAKGJ YOU HAVE TO SEE IT.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J21ZWwT5-Sg&feature=player_embedded
WATCH IT!!! I spazzed so hard over it.
Lol, maybe he does have a kink.
Sihanchul~

GOOD.

You saw it?? REALLY???!!! Lol, i thought it was okay at the beginning, but then as i looked at him more, it looks better. I still miss his red hair though =D

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mawaru_berry March 8 2010, 23:15:46 UTC
OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG HOLY CRAP SIWON. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. LOL SIWON JUST WALKS AWAY AFTERWARDS. Heech looks so excited after that XD he does to me, at least

I bet Geng loves SiChul…and then he LOVES SiHanChul but he loves Hyuk the most what bias

<3333333

YES, I SAW IT :DDD
I miss his red hair, too…

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