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Yea so the other day sucked. It was filled w/ emotional trauma/drama and was just lame.
1. My car got towed for the dumbest reason ever and I had to pay $110 that I don't have to get it back. This of course consisted of getting $60 cash which I obviously don't carry on me, paying the upfront fee, and picking up my car off campus practically. This would have been easy if I had a car but no. Thankfully I found someone to help me out otherwise I'd have been walking all day...seriously. It was such an unorganized process, chimps could have done better.
2. I talked to my dad which I hadn't spoken to in like 6 years. It was awkward and well weird? I couldn't tell if he was lying or bluffing about not calling me all this time since he "claimed" he didn't have my number. Who knows I try not to hold grudges...so here goes nothing.
3. I got cornered into some emotional drauma from my ex as usual. But I suppose we finally got things figured out. Who knows.
4. Hard to think anything else shitty could happen huh? Well not much did but the ever pounding reminder of Vinnie's death just over a week ago. I miss him terribly and wish I could have told him so much more. I was such an ass at times and never realized how poorly I treated him. If only I had known I would have let him see how much I really cared. Hopefully he didn't need me to tell him all this. I mean I was only kidding. But isn't there a point when joking just isn't funny anymore? I hope he never thought that and I hope he is finally at peace. I love you man.
Well that sums up yesterday...I've been an emotional mess lately. But this weekend DA-DA-DAH!!! I'm going to Atlanta to see Rob!!! So hopefully everything will work out afterwards. It'll be nice to see him...seems like forever since we last saw each other )so sad)
ANyways class has been going good, I'm still looking for a fucking job, and I'm finally getting my emotions tucked away. So I'd say I'm getting back on track. I've met a lot of really awesome people lately....which has certainly helped in the cheering up process of it all. And I'm actually glad to be back. It's a lot better this second time around. I of course am speaking of Auburn.
Any-who Goodnight.
Allison
1. My car got towed for the dumbest reason ever and I had to pay $110 that I don't have to get it back. This of course consisted of getting $60 cash which I obviously don't carry on me, paying the upfront fee, and picking up my car off campus practically. This would have been easy if I had a car but no. Thankfully I found someone to help me out otherwise I'd have been walking all day...seriously. It was such an unorganized process, chimps could have done better.
2. I talked to my dad which I hadn't spoken to in like 6 years. It was awkward and well weird? I couldn't tell if he was lying or bluffing about not calling me all this time since he "claimed" he didn't have my number. Who knows I try not to hold grudges...so here goes nothing.
3. I got cornered into some emotional drauma from my ex as usual. But I suppose we finally got things figured out. Who knows.
4. Hard to think anything else shitty could happen huh? Well not much did but the ever pounding reminder of Vinnie's death just over a week ago. I miss him terribly and wish I could have told him so much more. I was such an ass at times and never realized how poorly I treated him. If only I had known I would have let him see how much I really cared. Hopefully he didn't need me to tell him all this. I mean I was only kidding. But isn't there a point when joking just isn't funny anymore? I hope he never thought that and I hope he is finally at peace. I love you man.
Well that sums up yesterday...I've been an emotional mess lately. But this weekend DA-DA-DAH!!! I'm going to Atlanta to see Rob!!! So hopefully everything will work out afterwards. It'll be nice to see him...seems like forever since we last saw each other )so sad)
ANyways class has been going good, I'm still looking for a fucking job, and I'm finally getting my emotions tucked away. So I'd say I'm getting back on track. I've met a lot of really awesome people lately....which has certainly helped in the cheering up process of it all. And I'm actually glad to be back. It's a lot better this second time around. I of course am speaking of Auburn.
Any-who Goodnight.
Allison