Reflections
Last night was a lot of fun. Eileen and I hung out with Cassie and Mal and it was like I was totally 13 again. Haha. We just dorked out, got drunk, and laughed hysterically all night long. It's awesome how with some people, no matter how much time has passed its like no time has passed at all. However, I heard some information that still has me fucked up. I hate hearing those stories that just burn an image into your brain that you can't forget and just messes you up emotionally for the rest of your life just about. I know I shouldn't be pitying myself, instead I should just be grateful that it wasn't me. But hearing that my worst fear happened to a friend, an acquaintance, someone that close to me makes it feel all too possible of a reality. Just makes me sick. Blurgh! Moving on....
Jeff and I tried to get my car fixed today, but in the process found out that both of Jeff's break lights are out and that seemed more urgent to get fixed to me. But then Chevy was closed so we ended up just walking around downtown and eating Vietnamese food. yummmmm :9 After that I pretty much have been laying on my ass totally lazy as can be. I am home now watching Chronicles of Narnia like the 10 year old I am, only I am also drinking a beer. Completely content at the moment.
It feels like Sunday. It is my goal that this week I will get myself back on track with school. I have to start crew hours and get caught up on my Capstone paper. I can't wait until this semester is over. Then all I have to do is figure out wtf I'm gunna do with my life! But for now, I will continue to do absolutely nothing and love it. :P