deer loves headlights.
Me and mum gawk at baby from glass window for full 20 mins.
Nurse to me: Later you could tell your relatives not to come and let your wife get some rest ok?
Me: ....ok. (looks at baby again)
Pause.
Dad to Nurse: oh no... that's the brother.
Me: (fuck.)
Pause.
Looks at baby again.
The past month has been very weird. This whole sem in fact.
Somehow by losing her love, ive learnt to love the world around me all over again.
learning not to care is very hard. but i want to move on.
and im beginning to see funny animals in the clouds again.
random shit that made me laugh while reading 201:
[Spencer had a "lifelong maniacal hatred of state power"]
eh. i think i know some people who are like that. hoho.
[His monologues are symposiums with invisible peers]
wahhahaa. sounds awfully familiar. ahem.