Back and Forth
Sometimes I can't wait to be pregnant. Like seriously, I've thought about "forgetting" a pill or two and seeing what happens.
But then there are times (most times lately) when I just freak out at the thought of a whale in my uterus and walking around fat and being uncomfortable and angry all the time and then my pelvis bones ripping themselves open 10 centimeters and my vagina never being the same again. It just seems so unnatural when I think of it this way.
And then I look at my boo and I touch my belly where my uterus is and I sigh because I know he will be the best daddy ever and all the aforementioned seems like it's worth it for him.
And then I think of the stretching and the pain again and I change my mind for the millionth time.
But then there are times (most times lately) when I just freak out at the thought of a whale in my uterus and walking around fat and being uncomfortable and angry all the time and then my pelvis bones ripping themselves open 10 centimeters and my vagina never being the same again. It just seems so unnatural when I think of it this way.
And then I look at my boo and I touch my belly where my uterus is and I sigh because I know he will be the best daddy ever and all the aforementioned seems like it's worth it for him.
And then I think of the stretching and the pain again and I change my mind for the millionth time.