Thanks for being a "friend".
So today was a really crappy day, and although my amazing boyfriend pointed out that I have a lot to be thankful for, which I do, I still feel the need to vent.
First of all, being harassed by creditors is never fun...especially first thing in the morning.
The motor home we were going to use for NASCAR next weekend we now can't use.
My dumb ass dog destroyed the living room this morning, after being really good for like three weeks.
And finally, we come to the same ol' story I've told a million times.
I guess there's something wrong with me or something, because I'll have a "friend" who I think is a good one, or even a best one. They just wake up one day and decide not to give a crap about me anymore. I could list them all here, but I suppose that wouldn't change anything.
It really freaking sucks with this one because I think that maybe I'm just too much of a low class redneck to be friends with them anymore, atleast that's how I think they feel. Sorry I can't afford to shop at Dillards and get my nails done and stuff, but that doesn't mean I don't want to hang out. Why do they feel the need to ignore me and tell me they're busy, when I can see via social networking that they're not. Even though I've said a million times that I want to hang out, in the last 2 weeks 3 plans have been made without including me and it really hurts.
I'm so passive aggressive that I don't know what to do about it but sit here and blog. This is someone that I have basically nothing in common with, but up until now that's never been an issue. I don't know what the problem is or WHY this keeps happening OVER AND OVER.
I don't understand...how can someone just drop someone out of their life like they mean nothing???
Maybe I need to start putting up more of a wall or something.
At this point in my life I'm very thankful for my amazing boyfriend and amazing best friend. Even though I have my flaws (and there are plenty) I feel like I can be myself and that even though I mess up sometimes they still love me! I hope that in the future I can become a better friend to them both.
Well it's Thursday...I'm out of here tomorrow morning. In one week I'll be at the race track!!!
First of all, being harassed by creditors is never fun...especially first thing in the morning.
The motor home we were going to use for NASCAR next weekend we now can't use.
My dumb ass dog destroyed the living room this morning, after being really good for like three weeks.
And finally, we come to the same ol' story I've told a million times.
I guess there's something wrong with me or something, because I'll have a "friend" who I think is a good one, or even a best one. They just wake up one day and decide not to give a crap about me anymore. I could list them all here, but I suppose that wouldn't change anything.
It really freaking sucks with this one because I think that maybe I'm just too much of a low class redneck to be friends with them anymore, atleast that's how I think they feel. Sorry I can't afford to shop at Dillards and get my nails done and stuff, but that doesn't mean I don't want to hang out. Why do they feel the need to ignore me and tell me they're busy, when I can see via social networking that they're not. Even though I've said a million times that I want to hang out, in the last 2 weeks 3 plans have been made without including me and it really hurts.
I'm so passive aggressive that I don't know what to do about it but sit here and blog. This is someone that I have basically nothing in common with, but up until now that's never been an issue. I don't know what the problem is or WHY this keeps happening OVER AND OVER.
I don't understand...how can someone just drop someone out of their life like they mean nothing???
Maybe I need to start putting up more of a wall or something.
At this point in my life I'm very thankful for my amazing boyfriend and amazing best friend. Even though I have my flaws (and there are plenty) I feel like I can be myself and that even though I mess up sometimes they still love me! I hope that in the future I can become a better friend to them both.
Well it's Thursday...I'm out of here tomorrow morning. In one week I'll be at the race track!!!