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ok so the best way to start an entry after not writing in a long time is i dont know. so stuff i've been doing lately = me and alex got wedding rings, i burned a new cd and we just drove around until the end of it.
ate alot of taco bell and ice cream, man, and played a whole bunch of pool and watching alot of movies.
ok so i was thinking, why does this person try to do the opposite of what is asked of her. um i think it's because of the annoyance that comes over her at people's satisfaction. maybe it's because she longs for her own. she's not too happy with herself, and it's not everything, it's just the jelly part(not as in fat) and there's things noone will know right. i mean, how can someone expect you to be true yto them if being true to them is not being true at all. i dont think she apreciates what she has, or maybe that's what the rich people would say, or maybe she just doesn't see it as all that great. i dont think she beleives that being incomplete, or as you would say "lost", goes well with growing older and having a family. i think she knows im talking about her like this, i think she doesn't mind since someone has to talk about her, seeing she's not the only one. i dont know if to call it a human or a plant. i just assume that her fears will overcome her and her Old CD will drive her crazy in the end, cause who is to say what you have to do and what you don't. but what if you are the one who is making yourself do things, and how do you stop it if it becomes a habbit (not like smoking, like breathing?) so maybe there isn't something wrong with her, but if you could just get into her head for a second and look through her eyes maybe you, as a person who isn't overcome by his self, would see something weird in this. you're not supposed to tell her how good she is at things, but you're supposed to tell her you beleive in her and if she tries harder she can get better. it help more when you help someone improve their work and not just tell them they're good to make them feel better. and also, where's the joy in hitting someone if it doesn't hurt. sometimes you want the little things to matter. when i hit you, i want it to hurt, and i want you to get mad, or do i mean she? and also i want the things you need to live to be something that you do alot, come on, grow up. So does it really matter if you grow older and shoot yourself before 40 if you're positivly not going anywhere in life? Yes. because what if one day on your 41st birthday a man is walking by you in the street and he trips and breaks his head open, who will be there to save him or maybe call an ambulance if not you? well let me tell you the answer to that, no one. cause noone lives on that street, it's an empty street, and if you're not alive to walk right by him that day his destiny is death, well there you go, i just gave you a train of thought didn't i?
well my break is good, later.
ok so the best way to start an entry after not writing in a long time is i dont know. so stuff i've been doing lately = me and alex got wedding rings, i burned a new cd and we just drove around until the end of it.
ate alot of taco bell and ice cream, man, and played a whole bunch of pool and watching alot of movies.
ok so i was thinking, why does this person try to do the opposite of what is asked of her. um i think it's because of the annoyance that comes over her at people's satisfaction. maybe it's because she longs for her own. she's not too happy with herself, and it's not everything, it's just the jelly part(not as in fat) and there's things noone will know right. i mean, how can someone expect you to be true yto them if being true to them is not being true at all. i dont think she apreciates what she has, or maybe that's what the rich people would say, or maybe she just doesn't see it as all that great. i dont think she beleives that being incomplete, or as you would say "lost", goes well with growing older and having a family. i think she knows im talking about her like this, i think she doesn't mind since someone has to talk about her, seeing she's not the only one. i dont know if to call it a human or a plant. i just assume that her fears will overcome her and her Old CD will drive her crazy in the end, cause who is to say what you have to do and what you don't. but what if you are the one who is making yourself do things, and how do you stop it if it becomes a habbit (not like smoking, like breathing?) so maybe there isn't something wrong with her, but if you could just get into her head for a second and look through her eyes maybe you, as a person who isn't overcome by his self, would see something weird in this. you're not supposed to tell her how good she is at things, but you're supposed to tell her you beleive in her and if she tries harder she can get better. it help more when you help someone improve their work and not just tell them they're good to make them feel better. and also, where's the joy in hitting someone if it doesn't hurt. sometimes you want the little things to matter. when i hit you, i want it to hurt, and i want you to get mad, or do i mean she? and also i want the things you need to live to be something that you do alot, come on, grow up. So does it really matter if you grow older and shoot yourself before 40 if you're positivly not going anywhere in life? Yes. because what if one day on your 41st birthday a man is walking by you in the street and he trips and breaks his head open, who will be there to save him or maybe call an ambulance if not you? well let me tell you the answer to that, no one. cause noone lives on that street, it's an empty street, and if you're not alive to walk right by him that day his destiny is death, well there you go, i just gave you a train of thought didn't i?
well my break is good, later.