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Very unproductive weekend. Got bitched at so bad by my mom about a thousand times throughout this weekend. Didn't make me want to kill myself at all.
Friday I had a game, then went to see Pirates with Jill, Kelly, and Kelly. Saturday I worked and then hung out with my sister because I was tired. Yesterday was my Nana's birthday, then I cleaned my room. Later on, Kelly, Meghan, and Jackie came over. We went to the field in Southborough to see Kelly, Jill, Dan, Nick, Tom and Andy. It was fun. We just played around with shit along with some kid no one knew. Then everyone but Tom and Andy came back to my house to swim and then we went to Dan's. I got home, got the bitch out of a lifetime which has filtered into today. My mom is going to kill a bitch if she doesn't get her towels back. Holy shit. Today was the parade- last one ever. Then Jill, Kelly, and I went into Boston. It was fun. We just sort of walked around. I was tired though so I wasn't fully into it.
I'm kind of confused as to where I stand on this whole quitting band thing. I want to because I want to move on with my life, try new things, and not be so obligated. However, I want to be excellent at something- I'm only ever good- and I think with enough time and patience I could be very good at the saxophone, but I just don't want to do band. I guess I feel like I've never had anything that I am good at, but at the same time there's always been drama club. I want to student direct next year, as well as act in Dessert Theatre. Maybe I'll try out for the musical.
Kelly Mclaughlin and I are going to take American Sign Language next fall. I'm very excited because I enjoy learning new languages and I think it's just good to know. I'm going to try out for volleyball again. My sister is probably going to train me over the summer. I want to stay active and whatnot. I was considering swim team, but I don't want to fully become my sister haha. I'm kind of excited for junior year because I get to try so many new things. It'll be good. (:
I also want to try hanging out with new people, so whoever wants to party, let me knowwww!
Friday I had a game, then went to see Pirates with Jill, Kelly, and Kelly. Saturday I worked and then hung out with my sister because I was tired. Yesterday was my Nana's birthday, then I cleaned my room. Later on, Kelly, Meghan, and Jackie came over. We went to the field in Southborough to see Kelly, Jill, Dan, Nick, Tom and Andy. It was fun. We just played around with shit along with some kid no one knew. Then everyone but Tom and Andy came back to my house to swim and then we went to Dan's. I got home, got the bitch out of a lifetime which has filtered into today. My mom is going to kill a bitch if she doesn't get her towels back. Holy shit. Today was the parade- last one ever. Then Jill, Kelly, and I went into Boston. It was fun. We just sort of walked around. I was tired though so I wasn't fully into it.
I'm kind of confused as to where I stand on this whole quitting band thing. I want to because I want to move on with my life, try new things, and not be so obligated. However, I want to be excellent at something- I'm only ever good- and I think with enough time and patience I could be very good at the saxophone, but I just don't want to do band. I guess I feel like I've never had anything that I am good at, but at the same time there's always been drama club. I want to student direct next year, as well as act in Dessert Theatre. Maybe I'll try out for the musical.
Kelly Mclaughlin and I are going to take American Sign Language next fall. I'm very excited because I enjoy learning new languages and I think it's just good to know. I'm going to try out for volleyball again. My sister is probably going to train me over the summer. I want to stay active and whatnot. I was considering swim team, but I don't want to fully become my sister haha. I'm kind of excited for junior year because I get to try so many new things. It'll be good. (:
I also want to try hanging out with new people, so whoever wants to party, let me knowwww!