first day down here, let me tell you it SUCKED.
i wasn't really planning on updating. but i guess i just have a lot to get off my chest.. pretty upset right about now.
for all of you people who were looking forward to my party and our confirmation.. so you could finally meet my dad.. well, he's not coming. this is because, once again, he's moving. but this time not to anywhere in the united states.. he's going to iraq. since he's an engineer and all, he's working on rebuilding baghdad.. he's gonna be over there for a whole fucking year.. and he said he might stay for longer. there's MANY safety issues, but he says he'll be escorted by armed men wherever he goes. he's also going to be making 3x as much as hes making now.. it's all for the fucking money.
i hate it here. i hate what my dad chose to do. i hate how fucked up my family is. i hate it that wherever i go, there's always someone that i'm missing. it seems like i hate everything right about now.
i also hate the fact that my dad waiting until a week before hes leaving for iraq to tell us about it. oh, and he's getting married this coming saturday. another thing i didn't know until today.
this sucks big balls.. i hate my life.
♥claire
for all of you people who were looking forward to my party and our confirmation.. so you could finally meet my dad.. well, he's not coming. this is because, once again, he's moving. but this time not to anywhere in the united states.. he's going to iraq. since he's an engineer and all, he's working on rebuilding baghdad.. he's gonna be over there for a whole fucking year.. and he said he might stay for longer. there's MANY safety issues, but he says he'll be escorted by armed men wherever he goes. he's also going to be making 3x as much as hes making now.. it's all for the fucking money.
i hate it here. i hate what my dad chose to do. i hate how fucked up my family is. i hate it that wherever i go, there's always someone that i'm missing. it seems like i hate everything right about now.
i also hate the fact that my dad waiting until a week before hes leaving for iraq to tell us about it. oh, and he's getting married this coming saturday. another thing i didn't know until today.
this sucks big balls.. i hate my life.
♥claire