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yay.. well i finally decided to get a new journal
because i was tired of that other one. not like this one is any better
but ya know. latly has been pretty weird. dont really know whats weong
with me. theres something but i dont really know how to explain it. if
i new how believe me i would.. i want to get it out.. but its too hard.
lets just say this past week has totally sucks. well i guess today was
pretty cool because we got to get out at 12:26.. cool i guess. i really
hope things get better. i love just being happy but for some reason it
seems like there is nothing to be happy about anymore. and it seems
like there is nothing there for to smile about anymore.. hmm if only i
new. maybe this is just another stupid bumb in the rode... thoses go
away because they have before... but i dont know what the " bumps" for.
geez its kinda frustrating but ya know. o well life still goes on and i
just have to deal with it. now for the guy status.. no new ones... im
just trying to hang out and see what life thorws me.. hopefully
something good because thats what i need. im sure that would make me
happy again. but you never know... o well...im going to stop
complaining now. theres one thing good... my friends. lets just say i
have the best friends in the entire world. my favoritest one is my
burt. i swear she has been there for me though everything. lets just
say i would not be who i am today without the lovely ladie. me and her
have been working out at the gym.. pumping that iron.. haha.. not
really.. lol.. but we are working out.. its fun.. nothing better then
working out with your best friend right? yep yep. oh man.. and Lucas
has everyone making me feel so stupid. i swear... boredum is a place..
and i guess it could mean bored.. but shelby and mike and johnny keep
telling me i am going to go there with them.. so oviously its a place..
haha lucas.. im not as stupid as you thought... i got you
there.... well im going to go... talk to you guys later.