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I have AMAZING friends.
It makes me smile to know just how blessed I am.
Monica, Ilya and James just helped me so much.
And the way i've been feeling has been tough but i just have to remind myself over and over...this is not me. this will go away. i'm a happy person. i deserve to live life fully and i deserve to give myself as much optimism and hope as i can. i deserve to let myself be happy. these feelings have come at a really bad time in my life. now i'm growing and maturing and becoming an adult and this on top of it all has made it even harder. but like ilya said, i have to remember that there was once a time when i was truly happy and it'll come again. it'll come again.
It makes me smile to know just how blessed I am.
Monica, Ilya and James just helped me so much.
And the way i've been feeling has been tough but i just have to remind myself over and over...this is not me. this will go away. i'm a happy person. i deserve to live life fully and i deserve to give myself as much optimism and hope as i can. i deserve to let myself be happy. these feelings have come at a really bad time in my life. now i'm growing and maturing and becoming an adult and this on top of it all has made it even harder. but like ilya said, i have to remember that there was once a time when i was truly happy and it'll come again. it'll come again.