lonely in a strange way
SARAH: i wrote down your address. i'm going to use mapquest. i have a sculpture class next Saturday. it ends at 3. i will be cruising on I-35 south no later than 4 p.m. i miss you so much. i miss you so much more than i have in years. i suppose it's just knowing that you're only threeish hours away and i still haven't seen you. you're closer in distance than you've ever before been and i don't know, it's just everything. you're my bestfriend. it doesn't matter that i don't see you often or speak to you like i should. we're both getting older and *gasp growing up, and i want to see you. i want to look at the woman i met when we were girls. i want to see you WITH B, who i fuckin love, by the way. i want you to meet the man i'm going to marry. i want you to see how happy i am and how driven. i want to share in our happiness and our love. i need you right now. i need my bestfriend. i'll bring movies with me. today we bought the following (they were on sale):
Moulin Rouge
From Hell
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Fifth Element
Dracula
Down With Love
The Saint (remember?)
Don't Say A Word
and The Beach
Please just respond and let me know I can come and I'll be on your doorstep by 9 a week from today. I miss you so much right this second. I am all teary eyed and sentimental and I don't even mind. I need you. I do. I feel wretched for not seeing you in more than a year. I want to hug you and laugh with you. I miss how sweet you always smell. I miss your shiny cornflower blonde hair. I miss your freckles. I miss your tennis shoes and your inappropriate sense of humor. I miss my bestfriend. It is so important to me to see you. Please tell me I can come.
Moulin Rouge
From Hell
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Fifth Element
Dracula
Down With Love
The Saint (remember?)
Don't Say A Word
and The Beach
Please just respond and let me know I can come and I'll be on your doorstep by 9 a week from today. I miss you so much right this second. I am all teary eyed and sentimental and I don't even mind. I need you. I do. I feel wretched for not seeing you in more than a year. I want to hug you and laugh with you. I miss how sweet you always smell. I miss your shiny cornflower blonde hair. I miss your freckles. I miss your tennis shoes and your inappropriate sense of humor. I miss my bestfriend. It is so important to me to see you. Please tell me I can come.