Changes

Oct 05, 2005 15:35

I mentioned in a comment on my last post that The Woods has had a dramatic impact on me. I just love being naked outdoors, and around other guys who are naked, too -- or even if they're not naked. I love being looked at, especially showing off my penis, short as it is. I just wish I had a better looking body, something more worth looking at.

There's not a lot I can do about it, however, and I've pretty much accepted that. I can't change the slightly asymmetrical shape of my body, and I can't really make my penis any longer than it is (I'm happy with the thickness, just wish it was longer, especially when it's soft). But one thing I CAN do is lose some weight. Besides less flab to bounce around, thinning down will have another greatly desired effect -- if there's less fat around my lower abdomen, my penis will LOOK longer, even though it really isn't -- more of the shaft will show, and I'd feel really good about that.

And of course there are the health benefits of losing weight, including less strain on my bad knee, perhaps enabling me to put off knee replacement surgery indefinitely. That would be a very good thing.

But the main motivation for losing weight is to make my penis look longer. I know losing weight will work, because my penis used to look significantly longer when I was younger and thinner. For me, right now, that's pretty strong motivation -- in combination with my experiences at The Woods, and future planned experiences with the Philadelphia Area Naked Guys which I joined recently, this just might finally be the motivation I need to get serious about losing weight.

I really like what's happened to my body with an overall tan, and no tan lines -- it made more of an improvement than I imagined. Losing weight will be a major step in improving my self image. I've not been sufficiently motivated in the last 15 years to really lose any weight. This finally might be the ticket ... time will tell!

One disadvantage to losing weight: right now, my breasts are pretty big and floppy for a guy, but I really like them that way. Not very masculine, I know, but I enjoy having them touched and played with as they are, and the way they bounce a little as I walk. They'll almost certainly get smaller as I lose weight. But a longer-appearing penis will be a more than fair tradeoff, so I will definitely work on this.

I miss my ice cream already.
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