Hmmm.... so much to do...
Well... Here i am... with little time to play on the internet and i am here typing in my gay journal... O well... I am just so stressed out... I have so many papers due and i have to study for finals and I have to go see a play and write a report on that also... It is so annoying... I am getting so frustrated... O well, life goes on... I just have to remember that... I am just so bothered over everything lately... I meen, school and work eventually and my life... I just feel like everything is falling apart... My school is so hard and my life just feels so blahhh... I am not having time to do my studies and my love live just feels like it is on halt... I just had a really horrible dream last night and cant really talk about it to anyone... I just dont want people jumping to conclusions you know... Well, I had a dream that my baby was cheating on me... I know he would never do that though... I seen the whole thing... He met he over the internet and it was more than one person after the first!!! But every time i kept confronting him on it, he denied it and i belived him... I woke up in a cold sweat with tears in my eyes... I guess that just really made me realize how much he means to me... even though i already knew... I dont know why it bothered me cuz i am sure in my heart that he wouldnt do that... And as far as I know he has always been honest with me... I dont know.... I am worrying over nothing i am sure... Well, i have to go and do homework... Love,
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