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[spill_the_dark]

well, i know she has left me in her shadow. it's getting harder pretending not to see her at school. and i want her to read this...ust like i wanted her to read all the others. but...i have strong feelings that...she wont. i want to let you know that...

you are the one thing that keeps me awake,
without you i would sleep forever among the lost souls. with out you i am a lost soul.
you do more than complete me. i can only love you...it's the very least i can do.
i just can't understand you...
but i do realize these are dark days...and i'm glad you have someone to light your way.
i have the upmost respect for the both of you, for sticking it out.
just remember that i do care. and that i only wish the best.
i only ask one thing...
don't forget about me.
you truly do leave me without words...it pretty much explains why i get so quiet.
only around you of course.
i love your smile i hope to see it more often.
and i can apologize for this until my heart bleeds.
i'm sorry i ever said your hair loooked like Conan O'brien.
you are far more beautiful than anything. don't change.
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i...i think i'm gonna write a song now...im feeling kinda low...
it doesn't matter...it really doesn't.

is anyone gonna question why i'm this way? or i have to scream it in your face...
it really doesn't matter.