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Jun 11, 2005 09:58

i think my last entry is soo ridiculously funny....because there is no meaning to it! so today is tads final goodbye party at yarons house....i hope i can go. my mom is getting all B.I.T.C.H lately cause she thinks she's the only person that does anything around here...so not true. i almost went to BFD but the ol' authority figure said no...that's ok, i had a better time see Jaimie, playing with the band....and eating a 5X5 animal style burger at in and out. i found burger heaven. for those that don't know what a 5X5 is...is five beef patties and five slices of cheese all under a big bun. as if that wasn't enough i had to try it animal style....they put some amazing special sauce on this burger, cook it differently, and it's hot and juicy and delicious....ok i'm done burger ranting....hahaha
friends i want to see you today! i don't wanna help watch this little kid! help me get out of the house! CALL MY HOUSE AND ASK MY MOM TO LET ME GO TO YARONS HOUSE!!!! i don't wanna watch a 6 month baby on a saturday. i'll do that when i'm like 30...
Jaimie and America, i have to do something nice for both of you for wanting to buy me the BFD ticket. that's like the nicest thing that's happened to me in a long time. thanks...
i hate wasting my breath. i noticed how much i get ignored the other day or just...how i give what;s expected. i'm tired of having nothin to talk about or...when i do have something to talk about no one listening(usually in large groups of people). I guess i have alot to be upset about....i just lock it away though. i listen to the conversations of most of my peers and friends and...it's usually so mindless. one day i hope they'll slow down and think about the true meaning behind most of the things they say...i think the one thing that bothers me is something i heard a couple weeks back...jane and ami were talking about meet the barkers(as in travis barkers new show). and i guess it was before his wedding or something but he was about to leave and he decided to hot box his car. if you don't know what i means you can ask anyone at skyline about it...but anyway i think it was ami that said, in a admireing way, that he was her hero because of that...geez. a hero because he hot boxed his car? i guess weed should be considered heroic now....
i guess mali's upset with me right now...probly because of what yaron told me...i was having a conversation with omar at school and he wanted me to come to his house after school but i had already made plans with jaimie to go her house. and of course a mind frame that only a male could describe i didn't want to tell omar where i was going instead of his house. so i said in a lack of better words(after he asked what i was going to do after school) that it was,"not to be described in mixed company." as i said that apparently mali walked up to us at the same moment but, all she heard was, "not to be described in mixed company." anyone could be easliy offended if that particular statement was directed twords them. i know i would definitly be hurt in some way. but my intentions were simple...i simply didn't want to tell omar where i was going only to avoid what he might have said if i did tell him where i was going. it's something i can better describe in my own words from the mouth. so i am sorry mali, that statement was never aimed at you, i'd never say anything like that. i plan to be more careful with how i word my sentances and how others may be affected by them...
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