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what am i doing this for?
it's saturday...i've done nothing worth mentioning really. i feel bad, beccah instant messaged me earlier and i said "hi brb." and never came back...when mom wants the computer...there's no stopping her.
i've had the weirdest week. i think i'm goin blind ladies and gentle men.
feeling left out again...of what though? friendship? these are the thoughts of a dying ignorant.
i want you to notice...when i'm not around.
what am i doing...she doesn't notice anyway.
this is for the unexpected...
i know you're reading this...probly looking for you name. you're not gonna find it. all you've done is remind me of how you were the greatest mistake i ever made. now i'm learned on the subject and i know what to avoid in a future senerio relative to that past one...people like you. good thing she's a one a kind.
i wish i was an interesting person. i really do. i don't have any stories to tell. nothing that would make anyone feel good. i'm...i'm coming down on myself too hard. i just feel like my world is coming down.
everyone has a hand to hold...this has nothing to do with reltionships...this is leverage. who am i gonna reach back up to when i fall. it takes two no doubt.
get to know me
i need someone to share with...i really want you to know what i'm really about.
it's saturday...i've done nothing worth mentioning really. i feel bad, beccah instant messaged me earlier and i said "hi brb." and never came back...when mom wants the computer...there's no stopping her.
i've had the weirdest week. i think i'm goin blind ladies and gentle men.
feeling left out again...of what though? friendship? these are the thoughts of a dying ignorant.
i want you to notice...when i'm not around.
what am i doing...she doesn't notice anyway.
this is for the unexpected...
i know you're reading this...probly looking for you name. you're not gonna find it. all you've done is remind me of how you were the greatest mistake i ever made. now i'm learned on the subject and i know what to avoid in a future senerio relative to that past one...people like you. good thing she's a one a kind.
i wish i was an interesting person. i really do. i don't have any stories to tell. nothing that would make anyone feel good. i'm...i'm coming down on myself too hard. i just feel like my world is coming down.
everyone has a hand to hold...this has nothing to do with reltionships...this is leverage. who am i gonna reach back up to when i fall. it takes two no doubt.
get to know me
i need someone to share with...i really want you to know what i'm really about.