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He broke up with me. Well actually he didn't. He told me to break up with him so I did. It was horrible. I was on the phone with him and he kept saying "break up with me I know you wanna. i know you don't like me. Do it, do it, do it." that is the worst way you could ever break up with someone. I finally said "ok, fine I don't wanna go out with you anymore." I was crying, it was bad. I've still been crying on and off since, but not as bad as I was. At first I tried going up the stairs and I couldn't, I just sat there half was crying my eyes out. I was crying while I was on the phone too, all he could say was " I can't see you like this, I'll call you tomorrow." and " can we still be friends?" I couldn't answer that for awhile. I finally paused my crying and said "I guess." I feel so horrible. My stomach is in knots, my nose is stuffy, I'm still crying on and off. He did do a nice thong after that though, he told my friend Andrea to call me. She made feel better for awhile and made me laugh, but my pain isn't gone. She said he sounded really depressed. Why? Because he feels guilty that he made me cry? I don't know if I'm gonna be able to talk to him if he calls me tomorrow.
I gotta go, I'm starting to cry again.
P.S. Gabby please don't kill him! Thanks.