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i've been trying to get my head on straight, but i can't ignore the noise. the voices, they all scream at me, i guess they won't be ignored. i feel the tensions pushing us, it's a way i don't want to go. i wish i could relax and keep from screaming at the walls. i fight and fight and can't stop making all the messes i create. i'm always fighting battles, facing myself with such hate. and i'm wrong to blame this on you, i'm sorry that i did. i promise i can stop this, right now that's all that i can give.I need to face this, or it will break me. won't give up this fight. if i make it through this night then i'm sure i'll be alright.
it's tough to make these fears just leave, it's not like i can go and stop myself from thinking what counteracts what i know. i'm sure that i love you and that those feelings are returned.i swear to god i'll fix this shit before these bridges get burned
it's tough to make these fears just leave, it's not like i can go and stop myself from thinking what counteracts what i know. i'm sure that i love you and that those feelings are returned.i swear to god i'll fix this shit before these bridges get burned