::|you are no longer always by my side like before|::

Nov 06, 2007 00:55

I've been settling in this past week or so, so I didn't have time to post or anything. So far there's no sign of Riku anywhere, but I haven't gone out much, just to work, which is pretty fun~ It's really interesting watching people.

...I miss Riku. It's really not fair of him to disappear like that. I'm so worried. Why is it so ridiculously impossible to find him? It's like when we used to play hide-and-seek. I swear, he'd disappear for hours and I'd search everywhere frantically and actually run to my parents crying because I couldn't find him. Of course, he always showed up about 10 minutes after that to laugh at me. And steal whatever sweets I had acquired. I suppose the current situation is something like that, though on a much larger scale, because, seriously, two years? Stupid Riku.

And I feel bad for leaving Kairi behind. We always used to do that too. And Kairi would just smile and assure me she'd be fine. And I'd always forget about the bit of loneliness that she couldn't hide because I was too busy hanging out with Riku. I know you can't see this Kai, but I'm sorry.

Wow, what rambling. I just don't really have anything to do right now. I wish I knew people around here.

My paycheck barely covers the rent. I need to ask about working longer hours.
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