so lately...
Lately ive been feeling sorta blank and empty, a wave of depression has come over me. and its not helping that everything around me is falling apart all my friends are fighting or having problems, im feeling so weak lately and my chest hurts all the time, i find myself fine one minute and hacking and coughing the next. and everything i loved to do is losing its impact on me... i just feel like my spirit for anything has just died out. i keep remembering things in the past too things that make me pissed off its been a hell of a week lots of thoughts swirling around geezus when the hell am i gonna have a break?