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my work friend got engaged and all i could think about was wallowing in my own self pity. when am i going to find someone i can stand that doesn't feel like they're smothering me when they give me attention? (not sure if that makes any sense, i just got in from working overnight). i told the girl i've been seeing for the past month and a half that she's being too clingy with me and i need space. is it wrong to want to spend some time pondering life on my own. maybe i'm just meant to be alone. and you know what, i'm ok with that.