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i mean, i have no car, no friends that actually wanna see me, no familiar support, and no money. I wish i was getting somewhere with my life, but right now im not. this is just an awful situation for me and i know im unable to deal with things in a secure, safe manner. i just wish it would all end. Something good has to happen, i cant live like this anymore.
I really dont wanna go to NYC for school. There is no place i dislike more than NYC. I dont like the people, the weather, the atmosphere, the city, the size, the grouping. In nyc u cant go anywhere without shopping so i wouldnt have any money. And its not like i know anyone there that id actually enjoy hanging out with, esp. til 4am......ugh......id wanna go home by 1am and thats when everyone else will be getting there.
I refuse to be stuck here much longer...im gonna leave no mater what it takes...no limits.
im out
I really dont wanna go to NYC for school. There is no place i dislike more than NYC. I dont like the people, the weather, the atmosphere, the city, the size, the grouping. In nyc u cant go anywhere without shopping so i wouldnt have any money. And its not like i know anyone there that id actually enjoy hanging out with, esp. til 4am......ugh......id wanna go home by 1am and thats when everyone else will be getting there.
I refuse to be stuck here much longer...im gonna leave no mater what it takes...no limits.
im out