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u ever get the feeling that no matter what happens u screw everything up? well i do...i realy cant do anything right. it like everything i touch i ruin.
i got into a ca accident today...i cant even have good grammar...totalled my car, about 180 away from putting me into the emergency room. when i think about it, i wish i had died. it just seems like the easier option sometimes. tru, its selfish, but i just cant deal with anything, and when i do it always gets screwed up.
i hate my parents. i really do....and blah blah blah. arent i too old to be saying that?
i dont know, im just sick of everything and im sick of myself.
i got into a ca accident today...i cant even have good grammar...totalled my car, about 180 away from putting me into the emergency room. when i think about it, i wish i had died. it just seems like the easier option sometimes. tru, its selfish, but i just cant deal with anything, and when i do it always gets screwed up.
i hate my parents. i really do....and blah blah blah. arent i too old to be saying that?
i dont know, im just sick of everything and im sick of myself.