mixed emotions
well its been a while since my last entry and the last one was a depressing one i think. lol. but i prolly wont be updating for a while because i am grounded from the comp because i got in trouble for hitting emily on the ass. IS POIRIER STUPID! if he opened his eyes at lunch or during school for that matter he would see alot worse. girls fucking get fingered! like jeeze. but wée he called my mom and told her about it and he said if i do sumthing bad one more time i will get either suspended or expelled and kicked off the list for winnipeg technical college (which would really suck seeing my futur depends on WTC) but w/e its all good. i should be fine. if i stop doing stupid assenine things.... or at least if i stop getting caught for doing stupid assenine things. lol. well, i think i like sumone, im not totally over emily (and i hope she aint totally over me) but i dont know if i should say who it is on lj because she reads it. KIRSTEN ITS NOT U! lol. its... GREG! lol. j/k he rads this so im gonna bug him. lol. destiny is my princess as of now!(she told me to put it in. GOD U BREATH LOUD DESTINY! oh ya, she is right over my shoulder. lol. shes gone now. but ya, the girl i like, if u think about it its pretty obvious and no this girl isnt tara! for all those people out there who think i am obsessed with tara. i still like her and all just not as much. zach and erin r still together and im really surprised, i thought that emily and i would have lasted way longer than them. but i guess it just wasnt meant to be. i really miss u em. ppl say u r annoying but i like u. u were amazing (good kisser too) lol. i wunder wut happened, wut made us suddenly change, and then when we brake up we sudenly change back to normal, wut happened? it was wierd. but i would give anything for another shot but i dont think thats gonna happen. unless we do try it and then we stay the way we r now (tight) but while we r going out. i would try that, but... again, it prolly wont happen. anyways i think im gonna go now. i need to talk to poirier. c ya.