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So yea... 11:30 never really happend. Well it did I just didn't take any notice to it. I ended up getting of the computer and having a panic attack. Wow I'm really weird. The last time I had one of them was.... like 2 falls ago after Greg. Weird. I just kinda looked around and was wandering through halls and I was feeling so lost and overwhelmed and alone that I just freaked out and like... cried but no tears came. I'm not this weird you guys I swear to God I'm not. I'm one of the most calm people you will ever meet I am not a pshycopath so don't go around saying that I am because I am not. I have a legitamate reason for acting this way and only like 2 people know... one is Kathryn the other is Ben. (Kathryn and Ben it is about the first "incodent".. yea well this is where it took place and when I walked in there and saw it I completely lost it)
I was pretty upset and yea just sat and cried without tears in the middle of a hallway for like 5 minutes. I finally got all this back together and I went and found my book to read. I ended up sitting in a cafe on the 5th floor drinking coffee and eating cookies. The guy who worked at the cafe gave me the cookies for free. I think he noticed I was upsetso he was like " Don't worry about it they're on me" which was really really nice of him.
I finished my book and it made me sad. Now I want to watch the movie and everything. It wasn't one of those life changing books but it was decent. I would recommend it for a vacation or when you have spare time.
Ha wow this entry was weird. I think I'm spending way too much time on the computer. I need some rest. I'll socialise tomorrow. I swear.
I was pretty upset and yea just sat and cried without tears in the middle of a hallway for like 5 minutes. I finally got all this back together and I went and found my book to read. I ended up sitting in a cafe on the 5th floor drinking coffee and eating cookies. The guy who worked at the cafe gave me the cookies for free. I think he noticed I was upsetso he was like " Don't worry about it they're on me" which was really really nice of him.
I finished my book and it made me sad. Now I want to watch the movie and everything. It wasn't one of those life changing books but it was decent. I would recommend it for a vacation or when you have spare time.
Ha wow this entry was weird. I think I'm spending way too much time on the computer. I need some rest. I'll socialise tomorrow. I swear.