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I'm starting to bring my dad down.. I'm always coming home crying, and he asks why everytime, like there would be another reason. He always asks if there's anything he can do, and I feel bad because there never is.. and I suppose asking him to kill me would be upsetting to him, and I don't like upsetting people.
It's funny, I told Deb about Mandie and Rob, and she insulted her for going so quickly to someone else, and I actually defended Mandie. I told Deb not to say things like that, that it wasn't true.. "Well, how many of your friends (meaning friends of both mandie and myself) has she dated so far?" And.. I just kept defending Mandie. I'm not going to let anyone talk bad about her, despite the situation..
I'm just going to sleep until I'm supposed to go back to work, because at least when I'm asleep, if only for a little while, it all stops.
It's funny, I told Deb about Mandie and Rob, and she insulted her for going so quickly to someone else, and I actually defended Mandie. I told Deb not to say things like that, that it wasn't true.. "Well, how many of your friends (meaning friends of both mandie and myself) has she dated so far?" And.. I just kept defending Mandie. I'm not going to let anyone talk bad about her, despite the situation..
I'm just going to sleep until I'm supposed to go back to work, because at least when I'm asleep, if only for a little while, it all stops.