Feb 16, 2006 21:27
well it seems i only post when im having a bad day....with the exception of the last post and maybe a handful of others.
so i've been feeling really down lately. i try and keep from feeling that way but i'm still working on good ways to do that...so if i've been bitchy to anyone i'm sorry. life lately is stressing me out and wearing me down. today was especially not soo good though b/c well i got in a 3 car wreck....mine was in the middle....it's partially totalled...don't know much else about it. everyone involved is fine though....my car had the worst damage....everyone elses was not too bad at all. i however love my insurance company b/c within probably 15 minutes of calling my dad to tell him...he called my mom...who called the insurance company...who called a tow truck, repair shop near by, and enterprise so i could rent a car to drive (which insurance pays for!) holla to USAA!! and big thanks to matt and trevor for coming to rescue aaron and i! so now i'm driving a toyota corrolla until my car is fixed. i feel bad for the repair guys fixing my car....it's icky inside...needs to be cleaned....smashing your car...not a good way to get it to be cleaned out.
so i've been watching queer as folk a lot lately. i enjoy it but it makes me depressed all at the same time...sort of like six feet under does. there are three characters on the show who i think pertain to my life. if you combined two of them you'd get me (except they are boys and i'm not). the show makes me ponder my own life and i don't like doing that so much lately. all i want to do is run away from things for a while...but i know that's never really a good idea. sometimes i feel like i can't handle anything on my own...but i have no idea who to turn to.
well im going to go b/c im going out for coffee w/ craig. it should be lots of fun!