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i've had two pretty good nights in a row. i haven't had this good of time in a while. last night was my 1st night in the apt. and i was the only one here. i watched a movie then went over to marcie's with some of her friends and hung out for a few hours. i had a lot of fun and met some fun people whom i hope to hang out with more this year. it's been a while since i've gone out and not had to worry about anything. we didn't do much except hang out and watch tv or sit on the front porch talking but it was still lots of fun. tonight the indy gang came up and we drank and played what the fuck and listened to music and had a good time. i also tried to make tonight not akward and think about anything that has happened this summer. i just wanted to have a good time and i did. i'm really glad everyone came up to see our new apt and hang out. i can't wait for the rest of the year!! things seem to be looking up lately.
i also had a really great discussion tonight. i haven't been able to talk to anyone in a long while about some things i've been dealing with and it was so relieving to finally get to talk about a few things. to that person thanks again!
to aaron- you are totally my best friend. you are constantly there for me no matter what. you always comfort me and support me in my decisions even if sometimes you don't agree. i'm so happy we are friends and that we are living together. cheers to an amazing year ahead of us!
so yeah...i'm feeling really happy in this apt. i still have a lot of issues w/ my life floating around but i feel safe and happy here b/c i'm living w/ some great people and i know i have lots of other great people around who i will hang out with a lot too. i'm glad school will be starting, and that i'm finishing my pilots license.
to you - hopefully you still read this and know who you are. i love you and always will. you are one of my best friends and i don't want to ever lose that. we have gone through lots together and i feel like we can always over come no matter what it is. thank you for sticking with me.
i'm feeling very sentimental tonight, esp as i get ready for bed. i wish i was dating someone and had someone to share things with but someday it will come. i'm trying to be positive about things. so to everyone i know....thanks you are wonderful and have made an impact on life no matter how great or small.
goodnight. sleep well everyone.
i also had a really great discussion tonight. i haven't been able to talk to anyone in a long while about some things i've been dealing with and it was so relieving to finally get to talk about a few things. to that person thanks again!
to aaron- you are totally my best friend. you are constantly there for me no matter what. you always comfort me and support me in my decisions even if sometimes you don't agree. i'm so happy we are friends and that we are living together. cheers to an amazing year ahead of us!
so yeah...i'm feeling really happy in this apt. i still have a lot of issues w/ my life floating around but i feel safe and happy here b/c i'm living w/ some great people and i know i have lots of other great people around who i will hang out with a lot too. i'm glad school will be starting, and that i'm finishing my pilots license.
to you - hopefully you still read this and know who you are. i love you and always will. you are one of my best friends and i don't want to ever lose that. we have gone through lots together and i feel like we can always over come no matter what it is. thank you for sticking with me.
i'm feeling very sentimental tonight, esp as i get ready for bed. i wish i was dating someone and had someone to share things with but someday it will come. i'm trying to be positive about things. so to everyone i know....thanks you are wonderful and have made an impact on life no matter how great or small.
goodnight. sleep well everyone.