i dont kno where ur goin and I dunno y...listen to your heart.... :'(
I know I must be strong 4 what might come.....I get sick to my stomache and it feels like i will never be the same ever again....I am afraid it might change me into sum1 else......my fears turn to tears right b4 my eyes....and my insides cringe at those thoughts.....
and my heart will slowly feel that numb sensation of bitterness....
Suppose to go to Knott's Scary Farm tonite with Justin......but I haven't heard from him so I dunno whats goin on :/
Talked to my mom at breakfast told her basically I didn't want to fight anymore....I am mentally and emotionally exhausted from everything....whether its my step-dad or her its makin me very sick....bigger chunks of my hair are comming out and I costanly have very bad headaches...sumtimes I have this horrible pain commin from stomache :/ but I try not to think about it....
you know when u remember things in ur life thats happened that really hurt u even tho most ppl might have found it stupid I had 1 of these memories....it was 1 of those memories u wish that u could erase....cause u'd do anything to get rid of it.....-shrugs- heh it wont go away.....