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This has been one of the worse weeks in my life. I had a nice long prayer and a cry last night. I am really going to try and change, my poor choices and my past sins have brought me to my knees. I have nothing left i have hit rock bottom, i need to stand up and let you fill me with your love, i need to look to the future someday ill be okay someday ill find someone who loves me for me, someday ill be able to be somewhat normal. This anxiety is destroying me and i have nothing left. I need to forgive and let these resentments wash away. Last night i felt your peace and i think i was able to let go a little bit.
The one thing that continues to haunt me is what i did.
I still am confused, i was confused and hurt back then, i was extremely addicted to drugs and i was lost.
I let gave in to your temptation and i let that destroy my life. I take blame for all this.
my ki
I did this. walked away. and now im left with nothing, im gonna live for my kids and myself from now on. this hurts it cuts so fucking deep.
I can beat this i will win.
The one thing that continues to haunt me is what i did.
I still am confused, i was confused and hurt back then, i was extremely addicted to drugs and i was lost.
I let gave in to your temptation and i let that destroy my life. I take blame for all this.
my ki
I did this. walked away. and now im left with nothing, im gonna live for my kids and myself from now on. this hurts it cuts so fucking deep.
I can beat this i will win.