May 17, 2013 00:32
I miss you mom...oh how much I wish you could see these beautiful children of mine, an spend time with them.
No matter how hard I try its never enough. Im always the bad guy, Im alaways the asshole.
why is everyone so negative? im so sick of it. I just want to be happy
took the kids to fort foster that was so awesome I had a lot of fun with them I really actually got along with my dad!...even though he was still the same negative person.
He always tells me what I need to do...he never admits when he is wrong but I love him anyway. welp nothing I can do
just like jesus said. do not worry about what u will wear or where u will live or what u will eat god will provide
Misss you mom..its hard without you I don't blame u for giving up I know you are in heaven though cant wait to be there with you. watch over me mom I need it.