Mar 06, 2012 08:26
Madeline Jean
Mark John
Shane Bradley
Ezekiel Traide
Arcadia Carol-Anne
These people are what i value most i would walk to the ends of the earth knowing right from the start that my destination would only end when i am dead.
It is a scary thought how many times a persons brain, gets so fucked up, that they cannot put they're family first. They put themselves first, and not just there health or mental well being, but there addictions, drugs, alcohol, promiscuous sex, they're job, or there friends.
everyone has the potential of being like this, and no single person can ever be perfect, no one can be a perfect parent, but when you strap your kids into the car and drive drunk, or allow them to witness you get high on drugs, or when you see nothing wrong with your children meeting a new man or women every other week, they're is something not right, and not only will you pay the price but your kids cost will be much higher. The generations of yesteryear have created a generation worse then the previous for allowing these things to go on, as an adult and a parent i realize that your happiness counts, but whats really sad is the fact that if all you were doing was what i just described, you could actually be considered a good parent. Whats really bad is the households were not only this happens but children are abused, verbally, sexually, these are conditions for absolute squalor. Nobody is perfect and recovering from these situations can be done, and wounds and heal, but why even get to these point. Most people never see what they do to their kids, so they just don't know and if they do, they are to selfish to care, if you were to loose your child then you would care, then you would feel horrible, but it is too fucking late for you, now you are in jail, or you are gone, never allowed to see your kids again, when they grow older they want nothing to do with you, you have destroyed their passion for love and trust, their sexual habits are not healthy, all because you would rather get wasted and play poker with your "buddies" and when its all over and your marriage is destroyed you blame your kids or your wife or your situations, and not yourself, or your booze, or drugs are unfaithful attitudes. its a sick and twisted cycle and i hope that this never happens to anyone. I love my kids and everyday i try and imagine a world without them, drugs and alcohol has come close to ruining my life i am straight edge until i die.