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[spikesoftr]

what is it supposed to do? piss me off? make me jealos? i wont get bothered by it. dava can call phoenix all she wants, she wont get a responce from me. or him either, he doesn't even like her. he only put up with her because of me. do i still like her? kinda, the attraction is getting ever so smaller, these calls for phoenix aren't helpping though. could i still like her enough to go out with her? maybe if she stopped being so fucking sensitive. i make one smart assed, off comment and all of a sudden she hits the fucking ceiling. i could still probably easily fall for her again, but i don't know if i want to, or if she wants me to. i don't know whether she does this because she likes me, but she too immature to just come out and say it, or maybe she's just trying to see how upset she can get me, or maybe she's just stupid. i don't understand her at all. i'd like her if i talked to her. if i had some kind of a normal chance, maybe things could work out. this whole year long relationship in a week sucked, the one day thing sucked. keep in mind i was a lot younger and in school. What does she want from me? if it continues i'm gonna lose it big time. or maybe not, who can tell? i still wish i new what went on in that head of her's.
as one of the great thinkers of our age, calvin, said, 'who can fathom the female mind.' even though that might be true i, just like hobbes, stil like em anyway. you can't live with em, you can't live without em. i need a cold beer and a burger.
-spikes