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It bothers me and at the same time it doesn't. I only realize that it bother's me because I want to tell my best friend's this huge news, and I turn around and realize that they aren't there.
And then if I told them anyway, there wouldn't be congratulations...there would be ridicule. There would be anger and insults. Basically more things that I don't need. I just wish that there wouldn't be.
They have done so many things that made my relationship worse. Always stuck their noses in. And the last time they did, it was way too harsh. I'd of never said some of the things they said in a thousand years. And just because they do not like the person I love, they decide I no longer exist to them.
I don't sit and cry about it, I don't lose sleep over it. Doesn't change the fact that it hurts though..
And then if I told them anyway, there wouldn't be congratulations...there would be ridicule. There would be anger and insults. Basically more things that I don't need. I just wish that there wouldn't be.
They have done so many things that made my relationship worse. Always stuck their noses in. And the last time they did, it was way too harsh. I'd of never said some of the things they said in a thousand years. And just because they do not like the person I love, they decide I no longer exist to them.
I don't sit and cry about it, I don't lose sleep over it. Doesn't change the fact that it hurts though..