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So, I realized why I stopped using this thing; I've out grown it. Not saying that people who use lj are immature-- I just don't need this like I used to. I went back and read some old entires. Like 'four years ago' old. Watching yourself grow up is truly surreal.
And I have to say, I'm glad I'm not that person (or, those people) anymore. Even just as recent as the ending of '06. I don't know, I guess I finally got tired of being fake and hollow. My attempts to be dark, witty, philosopical, and more intelligent than I truly am seem wasted. I guess that's what High School really was though; finding out who I really am.
I like who I see in the mirror.
Also, there's been a lot of drama surrounding my clique lately; a bunch of 'He said/She said' bullshit, but hey, what do you expect? It's a part of life we may never get away from. I just avoid it like a whore going to confession. I also feel myself becoming more independent (maybe it's because I just got a new car...nahh) Being out of school makes me actually want to work, lol.
And, I'm addicted to Tomb Raider, again. Thank you, Under Sexed Nerds of America!
Overall, life is in a good place. I'm reconnecting with old friends, moving past old, petty shit, and becoming someone I, and hopfully everyone else, can truly love. =P
(There, that wasn't so cynical, lol)
And I have to say, I'm glad I'm not that person (or, those people) anymore. Even just as recent as the ending of '06. I don't know, I guess I finally got tired of being fake and hollow. My attempts to be dark, witty, philosopical, and more intelligent than I truly am seem wasted. I guess that's what High School really was though; finding out who I really am.
I like who I see in the mirror.
Also, there's been a lot of drama surrounding my clique lately; a bunch of 'He said/She said' bullshit, but hey, what do you expect? It's a part of life we may never get away from. I just avoid it like a whore going to confession. I also feel myself becoming more independent (maybe it's because I just got a new car...nahh) Being out of school makes me actually want to work, lol.
And, I'm addicted to Tomb Raider, again. Thank you, Under Sexed Nerds of America!
Overall, life is in a good place. I'm reconnecting with old friends, moving past old, petty shit, and becoming someone I, and hopfully everyone else, can truly love. =P
(There, that wasn't so cynical, lol)