single.
I'm in limbo.
God, the higher powers, get me out of here.
I want to go back. There looks like there's so much potential happiness waiting for me to come home to.
But I remember all the things that were said to me.
I remember fits of anger and depression.
He didn't even notice what he was doing to me.
But now I got out. and Im walking around not seeing anything in a new light.
It feels similar.
Only without somone to hold.
I don't know what to do or where to go.
Im between happy and unhappy.
It seems like all I have to do is forget potential happiness
and just charge on into single life. and everything will be okay?
Or will I keep tripping over my memories?
Starting over is exhausting.
When you could just go back to old habbits.
He already knows what I want from a man.
He knows where to kiss me and my favorite kind of Ice Cream.
we have inside jokes and how long would it take to build another
bond like that with someone new?
Two steps backward?
Or 4 miles ahead?
God, the higher powers, get me out of here.
I want to go back. There looks like there's so much potential happiness waiting for me to come home to.
But I remember all the things that were said to me.
I remember fits of anger and depression.
He didn't even notice what he was doing to me.
But now I got out. and Im walking around not seeing anything in a new light.
It feels similar.
Only without somone to hold.
I don't know what to do or where to go.
Im between happy and unhappy.
It seems like all I have to do is forget potential happiness
and just charge on into single life. and everything will be okay?
Or will I keep tripping over my memories?
Starting over is exhausting.
When you could just go back to old habbits.
He already knows what I want from a man.
He knows where to kiss me and my favorite kind of Ice Cream.
we have inside jokes and how long would it take to build another
bond like that with someone new?
Two steps backward?
Or 4 miles ahead?