Jul 01, 2005 13:42
Hey everyone.. well here is some details./.
Well I caught the airport bus at 6:08am the 3rd of July, and i got to Melbourne and went through the ticket and shit and the lady behind the counter, told me the plane was delayed like 3 hours, so 12pm is was meant to leave, once i went to the boarding area, the time had changed to 12:15, then it became 12:50pm then back to 12:45pm then, finally we are on our way to L.A..
It was a long tiring flight to L.A i tired to sleep but alas no luck, so i watched a few movies.. First i watched Basic, which seemed pretty good, but the screen was to fucken dark so i couldnt no see it very well.. I then watched the new Jackie Chan movie, it was ok funny in some places, but fairly bland.. The last movie i watched was 10 ways to lose a guy.. which was pretty goods actually, better then i excepted.. I then listened to music, ate and tired to sleep for the rest of the flight.. In total the flight to L.A was like 14 fucken hours.. haha.. something like that..
So once i got to L.A i had missed my connecting flight, to Toronto seeing as my plane was delayed in Melbourne.. L.A airport is so fucken huge.. I had no fucken clue where i was goin but i got there and with plenty of time for my new connecting flight..
So there i was on my way to Toronto finally at and i got to Toronto at about 9:30pm give or take, so i rang Stace and one she came with her friend Kristina.. they lost though but they made it to me, at midnight, but thats ok i wasnt to worry about that..
We drove around abit, had some food and i meet one more of her friends, Laruen, who was as high as a kite, it was funny ahaha.. We didnt do much after that talked, then we just went to sleep..
We pretty much just chilled out for the week and half, seeing as Stacey hurt her back.. poor girl.. i feel so sorry she is in so much pain.. I wish there is something i could do, to make her feel better :/..
Im now in hostel hopefully for not to much longer, its to hard to sleep there.. ha.. i slept from like 4:30AM-5:00AM there abouts to 7am lol.. wow big sleep :/..
It was so good to see Stacey, even if i cant have her the way i want.. but i still got to see her and thats the main thing.. I enjoy her company, i wish she could she that.. i really do, i miss her now that ive left her place, but i dont want to borther her to much, cause i just dont think we enjoyed compaines as much as should of, and as much as we know we could.. For two who care so much about each other, it was a pretty hard week for both of us, you know.. If i could start the week again with her i would, just so i could of made a better first impression.. but whats done is done..
Im not a very social person when im depressed, and i went there in a depressed state and things between her and i will not turn out the way i would of hoped..
Im so fucken depressed its stupid, i wish i could do something about it, im not even sure why i am.. its so good to finally see Stacey Happy, well happy around everyone but me anyways, she has a great who is really nice and seems pretty cool, so thats something.. But still something is bringing her down to, she says its her back, i know its more.. but i dare not ask, im not important enough friend at moment for her to open up to me.. i miss her i really do :/..
Well soon when back heals up, hopefully then we can hang out and do stuff if she has the time, but i wont push her.. It should not be this akward around each other, i know we care about each other, and love each other and all, but i think we are pulling away from each other instead of pulling each other closer.. i hope things between us pick up, thats my aim of this trip now, to try to make things between us happy and to become, as close to her as possible.. well im outta here.. bye all