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So i have updated in a while.. i really couldny be fucked anymore.. i dont know.. *shurgs*.. nobody really takes notices of these things anyways, unless maybe you sound upset.. so in about 8 and half hours, it will a month till i leave.. im nervous.. nervous of the flight and nervous of meeting her.. ive got this feelings its all goin to go wrong.. :/.. i hate this feelings... and i hate the way everything sucks at the moment.. im not happy.. and i dont know how im meant to fix it.. :/.. i think ive given trying...