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so i think i'm getting sick from all this fiddler stuff, and i'm still alone in a room since sarah isnt coming back till tomorrow. Classes start tomorrow and fiddler goes up again on thursday...woo...
i'm starting to think about transferring just for the fact that maybe i won't need to have a boyfriend to have something worth talking about, i won't have to try and impress my friends to get paid attention to, or maybe i won't always be wrong, or maybe just maybe if i transfer i won't have to try and spoil someone so they notice me...not that it works anyway. gah this isn't working out at all, i'm just not good enough for certain people.
i'm starting to think about transferring just for the fact that maybe i won't need to have a boyfriend to have something worth talking about, i won't have to try and impress my friends to get paid attention to, or maybe i won't always be wrong, or maybe just maybe if i transfer i won't have to try and spoil someone so they notice me...not that it works anyway. gah this isn't working out at all, i'm just not good enough for certain people.