fools gold

[spikenheimer]

i'm the fool.

_____ is the gold.

there is a playbook somewhere that i didn't get and i'm fucking up all over the place.

sad, embarrassed, humbled, frustrated, confused. thats where i'm at.

and... i realized tonight that my hypertension is back. or more likely, never left.

i'm not sure what i wanna do about it

i think that sentence says a lot about all things in my life
:(