wonder wonder
i wonder a lot about different lives we all could've lived. lives where all the bad things senior year didn't happen and everything good lasted forever more. but although that wouldn't quite be the reality we live in today, i still wonder how things would be if you were still around. i think though that we doing the best with the fate given to us, and in the end, everyone will see and live a fate that best fits the people we are to become. regardless of what parallel universes there may be, i still miss you Jake. we didn't always agree, we didn't always have the same interests, but i still cherish the time we spent on Earth together. i'll see you when when the plot of my life approaches infinity as well. (oy too much diff eq)
several things have happened since the last time i've posted. my french class is not-so-speak-french-only. my computational methods prof is unknowingly stirring up a future rebellion by the students. wondering if i should rush phi sigma pi (this honor frat) again. i know the people, but time commitment was my issue last time and probably now as well. i definately gave it away to the oldest brother there last time, and in retrospect, i would've been screwed academically if i had pledged. meh, on to more interesting things. they've got me learning approximately 2 forms a day at kung fu, and last class, the senior student teaching me went "oh here's the beginning of the next form. you haven't seen it, have you? it's one of the Five Elements: the most important one. this is level 3 by the way." i was beginning level 2 two weeks ago.....
saw The Notebook with Mooshy at The Lyric (local vintage-looking theater with a balcony and actual fresh-looking popcorn). at then end, almost everyone was either crying or holding it in. it was kinda funny that way but the movie was just that good. the credits came with scattered sniffles all about the theater. darn allergies
several things have happened since the last time i've posted. my french class is not-so-speak-french-only. my computational methods prof is unknowingly stirring up a future rebellion by the students. wondering if i should rush phi sigma pi (this honor frat) again. i know the people, but time commitment was my issue last time and probably now as well. i definately gave it away to the oldest brother there last time, and in retrospect, i would've been screwed academically if i had pledged. meh, on to more interesting things. they've got me learning approximately 2 forms a day at kung fu, and last class, the senior student teaching me went "oh here's the beginning of the next form. you haven't seen it, have you? it's one of the Five Elements: the most important one. this is level 3 by the way." i was beginning level 2 two weeks ago.....
saw The Notebook with Mooshy at The Lyric (local vintage-looking theater with a balcony and actual fresh-looking popcorn). at then end, almost everyone was either crying or holding it in. it was kinda funny that way but the movie was just that good. the credits came with scattered sniffles all about the theater. darn allergies