Feb 08, 2005 14:09
Im so fucking bored to death in my classes right now, I think I just reached a point where I no longer want to be in school. yes yes I know, that was also through the first 13 years of public education. This is different now, cause this isnt public education, this is college where no one really gives a fuck...you go you go, you dont no one could care less. I have a hard enough time motivating myself just to get up in the damn morning, then when you tack on the fact that I dont get spring breaks or summer vacations...I just dont have any desire to go. I know its my future and I need this, but its still so fucking hard...especially when your bored out of your fucking mind. I am almost looking forward to the point where I am done, no more school, I just get up and go to work. I know that will be boring and bring its own troubles. However I will have so much more freedom in life, and it will be a change from what I have been doing for 15 years.
In either case, there is a tech job opening up at my school, which I gotta jump on. Cause frankly I cant be without work. Ryan = needs teh(intention spelling, any nerd will understand) money. The job hasnt been advertised yet, but it will open up in about 3 weeks, so I have to jump on it before anyone else has a chance.
Fuck well imma go, my pizza is ready, and I gotta be at Rochelle's house around 4:30. So hopefully I'll get some CS in before hand.