No Longer Un-employed
Hey,
So i got the job. Thats good. my orientation is on tuesday. it's going to be wierd to be working again. the wierdest thing will be driving to saganaw for work i think, but now i will be able to do things once again. i miss parts of my old life when i was working all the time and could afford to go out places when i wanted to instead of asking for money all the time.
So i had a headache today and didn't go to school. I got my work permit filled out and then i left for home. I stopped into skill today to say hi to Brandi. I mostly wanted to see if her day was going better. She doesn't feel good. Something is just offset...something i don't know about. Either that, or my mind is just playing tricks on me i guess. I'm not used to any of this, but it's something that i'm willing to get used to this, i want to get used to this. My mind keeps walking circle after circle, and it's nothing i've had happen before. I was always being tested...it's not that way.
Just imagine that everything you've learned all your life about how you're supposto live and what you're supposto do when a given situation happens doesn't mean shit anymore...because you don't do what you've learned. It's completly different. I don't know how to act, so i just act myself. Something that i enjoy very much because i don't know how to act like anything else but me. And i can be myself around her and be just fine.
but other than what i've just wrote, i haven't much more to say. Today has been a quiet day. I have map work to do for global studies that i DO NOT want to do, but that i must do. i know i won't do it, and i'll hand it in late though. school sucks at times.
peace,
~Josh
So i got the job. Thats good. my orientation is on tuesday. it's going to be wierd to be working again. the wierdest thing will be driving to saganaw for work i think, but now i will be able to do things once again. i miss parts of my old life when i was working all the time and could afford to go out places when i wanted to instead of asking for money all the time.
So i had a headache today and didn't go to school. I got my work permit filled out and then i left for home. I stopped into skill today to say hi to Brandi. I mostly wanted to see if her day was going better. She doesn't feel good. Something is just offset...something i don't know about. Either that, or my mind is just playing tricks on me i guess. I'm not used to any of this, but it's something that i'm willing to get used to this, i want to get used to this. My mind keeps walking circle after circle, and it's nothing i've had happen before. I was always being tested...it's not that way.
Just imagine that everything you've learned all your life about how you're supposto live and what you're supposto do when a given situation happens doesn't mean shit anymore...because you don't do what you've learned. It's completly different. I don't know how to act, so i just act myself. Something that i enjoy very much because i don't know how to act like anything else but me. And i can be myself around her and be just fine.
but other than what i've just wrote, i haven't much more to say. Today has been a quiet day. I have map work to do for global studies that i DO NOT want to do, but that i must do. i know i won't do it, and i'll hand it in late though. school sucks at times.
peace,
~Josh