* ELEDY! *
i guess you really cant trust anyone. manda thank yew so much for trying to help me. i love you. jessie i miss yew. same with yew har. jen you are awesome. kim... thank yew so much. i will never find someone as unique as yew. greg i love ya kiddo. stac you are so funny. kirm you are amazing and have so much to offer. dan you will always have a part of me. matt you are so strange but are great. melissa, life is hard but sometimes it has its ups. i hope the rest of your life is one big up. anthony, no matter what they say ill be your friend. it was a mistake about us. but im glad it didnt change our friendship. im truely sorry. jen & amanda, with yew guys i feel so alive and happy. i wish i could love someone that much. i know its a small group but they are the most wonderful people in the world.
i would bleed to death for all of yew. how many of yew can say the same?
eledy... never talk to me again. ever. i never want to see your face or hear your voice. you could die and i would show no emotion. i will never trust yew again. i will never be able to forgive you.
these wounds just wont heal, this pain is just too real, there's just so much that time cant erase.
i try so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
drew... everything you have ever given me, amterial or not, has put a smile on my face. it feels like im so numb. i cant feel, or sleep, or eat, or be myself. life has stopped without yew. yew hate me. that was so hard to say... you hate me. the last person i would ever think to hate me. people's opinions finally took it's toll. the last and most damaging comment was made by one of my best friends. its so weird how life can change just that quick. one minute you are on top of the world and the next youre in hell. ill stay in hell until you save me one last time. i want to kiss those lips one last time and feel your arms around me and your laugh and smile and those wonderful eyes... it hurts so much drew. ill have these flash backs forever. im so glad i experienced true love. i dont care if im alone for the rest of my life. at least i had you. ill never let that go. please come back one day. please dont forget me. ill wait here until you come back. ill wait forever. i love yew. I LOVE YOU. god i fucking love you. please help me drew. im so sorry. please help me. i love yew. i love you.
you still have all of me...
i would bleed to death for all of yew. how many of yew can say the same?
eledy... never talk to me again. ever. i never want to see your face or hear your voice. you could die and i would show no emotion. i will never trust yew again. i will never be able to forgive you.
these wounds just wont heal, this pain is just too real, there's just so much that time cant erase.
i try so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
drew... everything you have ever given me, amterial or not, has put a smile on my face. it feels like im so numb. i cant feel, or sleep, or eat, or be myself. life has stopped without yew. yew hate me. that was so hard to say... you hate me. the last person i would ever think to hate me. people's opinions finally took it's toll. the last and most damaging comment was made by one of my best friends. its so weird how life can change just that quick. one minute you are on top of the world and the next youre in hell. ill stay in hell until you save me one last time. i want to kiss those lips one last time and feel your arms around me and your laugh and smile and those wonderful eyes... it hurts so much drew. ill have these flash backs forever. im so glad i experienced true love. i dont care if im alone for the rest of my life. at least i had you. ill never let that go. please come back one day. please dont forget me. ill wait here until you come back. ill wait forever. i love yew. I LOVE YOU. god i fucking love you. please help me drew. im so sorry. please help me. i love yew. i love you.
you still have all of me...